What's this?
My personal website. My website is my temple.
* Arkivupplysning
* Company info
* Nätverk
* Personligt Portfolio, I will list my portfolio on this page eventually
also to make clear I don't have any cases of TMSO, just to be clear
* Someone have posted CP in my DC, then I kicked them, so I am not TMSO.(also he was below 18, so it's minor on minor offense, so not pedophilia, not really serious)
* having someone show you a nude then *later* you find out they are a minor means you aren't TMSO.
No fault on my side. You aren't legally obliged to check every nude you get sent/shown is an adult, just if you find out they are above 18 you get rid of it.
I've never actively sought out child porn, which is where it becomes illegal.
Only encountered it without intention.
Child porn is like the internet equivalent to dog-sh*t you encounter it once in a while regardless if you ask for it.
Virgo Status
Basically the reason why I am still a virgo at 25 is because of periods of bullying/mental-illness/Exclusion
I would feel more weird about being a virgo if it weren't for the chaotic state of society caused by smartphones.
bullying, hysteria, fake news, feudalism, private chat cults have all contributed to my current position.
n-count has become so weaponised by lower-class women I don't even take it seriously anymore.
I've seen it first hand, if you don't treat lower-class women like gods they'll start talking sh*t about you and people will take it as truth.
Gypsy curses!
I've had some pretty extreme problems getting recognized by peers.
We have a pandemic of prefrontal cortex dementia due to smartphones, fact!
Though I've had more problems from mental-illness than bullying, the bullying is very little really.
Im mostly not bothered, needed to make clear that the bullying wasn't really that much.
Im mostly an autistic weirdo.
Diagnosis:
Official:
* Asperger
* OCD
* Depression
Inofficial:
* Brain-fog
* ADD
All of the above due to the state of society with smartphones, think all would dissappear if you removed all the brainrot.
Inspo
* !Kamratposten!(Öppensinnigt, men samtidigt modererat)
* Newgrounds
* Annas Länkburkar
* DAN-BALL.JP
If I die early
If I die early due to heart attack, cancer, sudden stroke(big one I'm worried about due to my family history of it) there a few people who I need to take a look at my work, These are the people I think best would know what to make of my writings:
* per Helders
* Anders Hansen
* Hugo Rousu
* Bryan Johnson
* samuel Törnquist
* Rasmus Svanberg
* Maria Strömme
* Svante pääbo
Also I have no wish to have my organs donated, don't take anything, I could possibly still be alive, heard of such cases, f*cking crazy.
Why I get out of bed in the morning, What I live for
The basics:
* !!!!!!!!!!!!!Kontakt!!!!!!!!!!!, Uniting the village, wake up, Do good things, deserve good things, I suppose that's a simple motto to live by.
* Trad. craftsmanship, like Manga
* Upp o ut
* Städning, hygien
* Food
My Company
* Education media
* Neuropsychology and SO no.1
* Educhan is mascot
Further:
* Academia
* SO & Geography no.1 subject
* V Ä N S K A P !
* KAMRATSKAP
* Music, feeds soul
* HJÄLTEMOD
* Artefact-collecting
* Group–Projects
* Mitt yrke
* Jesus and Zenism
* Wank och Hentai
Much of the reason I like kamratposten and Reddit is because it isn't pure anarchy like 4chan.
Pure anarchy isn't bidirectionally aligned.
formality and *some* impulsivity is aligned.
Incase of early death:
If I die early due to heart attack, cancer, sudden stroke(big one I'm worried about due to my family history of it) there a few people who I need to take a look at my work, These are the people I think best would know what to make of my writings:
* per Helders
* Anders Hansen
* Hugo Rousu
* Bryan Johnson
* samuel Törnquist
* Rasmus Svanberg
* Maria Strömme
* Svante pääbo
Also I have no wish to have my organs donated, don't take anything, I could possibly still be alive, heard of such cases, f*cking crazy
Biography Table
"Interactees" are to give you an idea of what sort of people I've interacted with on a regular basis and have made a lasting impression on me.
| Period | interactees | Events/Media | Photos |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1960s Gamer Exodus, Jeremyfication | Jeremy/normies take control of society, nerds/weirdos become slaves, 2014 normies take control of web gamergate, gamers uprising 2025, creation of sunbleached | ||
| 01-05 Kindergarten | Internet, Mulle Meck, early PC, Legos | ||
| 06-10 Grundskola: Lågstadiet | |||
| 10-13 Grundskola: Mellanstadiet | Valve, TF2, CSS, first laptop, Kitty0706, Addicted to exploring all the crazy shit on the internet, become E-core, Minecraft(2010), SFM, Terraria, Stamsite, Forums | ||
| 13-14 Grundskola 7 | Gamergate & Jeremyfication of web First major passive asperger, OCD episode, Reddit, COLDPLAY, COLDPLAY!! 4chan, first high-end PC, Parkour, Freestyle general, Super Meat Boy | ||
| 14-17 !!!IES FALUN!!! Grundskola 8-9 Things going good | Things started going really well, got lots of friends, I hoped to stop being a virgo around here, but 2018 my passive asperger and OCD returned, Sebastian Lague, Unity, To the Moon,Molly I R.I.P, Harambe R.I.P, Month of the meme, me_irl | ||
| 18-21 Gymnasie(Things going bad) |
When I studied at the musikkonservatoriet there was a big obsessiveness with normality, which I didn't personally enjoy. Not sure how it is these days. When the world started getting really really weird, "Goondemic", Covid choose music as main focus because I thought of it as a valuable skill, Mostly melodic computer game music, though looking back I would have learnt as much as I needed just reading music theory articles/books and taking one or two courses in my spare time, I focused more on programming/design later part, I resteered it well, mistakes but no regrets, I am first and foremost a lion second all else, I can express myself wherever I end up, if the music conservatory offered courses in arrangement and composition I would have just taken that and stayed at Lugnet gymnasiet .Kurt Atterberg, Phineas Gage, Phrenology, get a bunch of life philosophical questions in my hands get really low and wandering, different gender theories, Logos Patos speech styles, AI, Hans Asperger, António Egas Moniz, Herman Lundborg documents, Hayao Miyazaki, DTM, Covid happend. Fantastic Balls Filters Map Jumpr Gauntlet Coptr Neuropsychology: Logos Patos Turkish Kanon |
||
| 21 -> 26 Rehab/Praktik(Things getting better slowly) + neuropsychology studies/writings |
Started work on personal website, the first year after gymnasie was very very dark, 22-> things started getting bright,
I started seeing the light, Return to non-melodic music ,mjukvaru-utbilding-attempt, tekniskt-basår attempt,
wandermindblueskysummer+hugo host sommar ,Nybrosessions, 8-bit guy, LGR, Speedy DTM, Bisqwit, Jakko Järvinen, Pekka Leppaluoto,
Undertale, Retro vidya, Kanye West, Agnes I R.I.P. Danburi Ball Kumpjuturs Ballooners Filters Map Neuropsychology: Logos Patos Zenism Coptr Super Tanaka Line Wars I used to be the kind of person that would pull the village together, now Im in work therapy trying to eventually be able to do a simple job, how humiliating, we can just do our best. |
Gamerchan Design
28-9-2025:
Planned sections:
* MA & NO
* Teknik
* SO
* Filosofi
* Hälsa
* Praktiskt
* Musik
* Media
* Konst och formgivning
UPDATE 1-9-2025: I will continue with the gamerchan idea later if I get the resources for it, at the moment I am more solo individualist mode
At first I was planning on doing pure Solblekt, but then my philosophy of the language as a test happened and now it is E-Solblekt
So I blend elements of Solblekt, functionalism, simplicity, with elements of E, pixelart, heritage.
According to the philosophy of language as a test, the legacy, the body of memes, must be kept alive.
thus E-solblekt was born on this day, 22/6/2025.
I'll eventually make the front page more metro fresh.
When you read my website you will start thinking I have dementia because multiple notes saying sort of the same thing with slight changes appear in the same page.
I don't have dementia, I just can't bother looking up where I wrote about that thing the last time.
4/9/2025:
Actually I like gamerchan, sounds more collectivistic, I like the original idea of "the moses of gamers"
Actually I prefer vincentslibrary.net, because while I have a collectivistic perception of the world, I also believe in hierarchy and roles:
This is my space, that I invite you into to be useful.
27-7-2026:
Really the reason why I've stayed a virgo for so long isn't because I'm that weird, Im quite sociable and normal, but I've periodically dealt with mental health issues making any romantic relationships impossible.
The goal of gamerchan is to rebirth the open-minded, curius, creative spirit just like it's predecesors:
Kamratposten, 4chan, 8chan, Bullentin Boards, Reddit
På fotot nedan ser Bengt melankolisk och feminin ut, Vitus ser ut som en storknullare, Valter är ful, Erika ser typ ut att vara helt klar med män.
De är i ordningen Bengt, Vitus, Valter, Simon, Erika
