12-2-2026
I'm shifting from a backend where parts of any document are stored in separate folders to a backend where each document has all of it's files in one folder.
Much more easier to move documents later if I ever want, I want things to be modular.
Modularization!
24-1-2026
The thing is I think there is some nasty sh*t-talk going on about me in Falun, which makes me reconsider setting my offices there.
I get nasty stares and people spit infront of me wherever I go in Falun, possibly related to old drama or it's something else.
not everyone, but enough to be a concern.
I want to find out what this is about or else I see no point in setting my offices here.
I've had kids/young adults follow me and record me while I take walks to the mine.
I've had kids/young adults follow me and record me on the bus.
Nasty stares.
People spitting where I walk.
I need to figure out why this is going on.
Doesn't make me feel well.
If people are mad at me I need to know why so I can adress it.
Conversation is how conflict is solved.
This has been going on for years, I'm so tired of it.
4 years to be exact.
I suspect sociopath kids are following me when I take late walks,
recording me when I walk round corners while acting scared and making me out to be a creeper.
I also suspect they are arguing my dislike for being followed and recorded is some sort of evidence of this being true.
20-1-2026
Why did I create Zenism?
Because everyone became fake.
and people became obsessed with normal.(difficult for people with asperger)
or well not everyone.
I've seen what is happening with cancel culture.
I think many will embrace catholicism, but I like Jesus, because I like productivity and have low regard for sociocultural stigmas.
I'm sure there are others out there that want authenticity and productivity.
I remember back in high school(swedish equivalent) a bunch of dudes in my generation were sending around a short child porn clip, it was just stupid curiosity, I think most felt bad about it.
Because of hypopedophobia most people become inhibited and paranoid about it.
I talk about it here because I know transparency, authenticity and jesus is the key to societal development.
Children would be more safe if we got rid of hypopedophobia because more towards-minors sex offenders would be reported, by themselves or others, if they could have jobs where there are no minors afterwards.
I remember also hearing some, both guys and girls, were sending around illegal photos of some minor at the school, it isn't just guys that do sex offenses towards minors.
mistakes happen.
Like I said sex crimes towards minors are super common, hyperpedophobia is stupid.
Also my community is for adults, not minors.
I allow people who have commited sex crimes against minors into my community, assuming they've paid their dues.
I wouldn't really call someone a pedophile unless they actually expressively are attracted towards preprubescents, I would just say the are are a towards-minors-sex-offender, which is quite broad.
Update 24-2-2026:
can't believe some people are coming with the suggestion to chemically castrate TMSO(towards-minor-sex-offenders) in the swedish government.
If every TMSO I knew would be chemcially castrated that would be a disaster for the already sh*t birth rates.
We don't have a potency problem, we have an impotance problem.
value physical and mental potency.
Society is first for adults, not for children.
Update 25-2-2026:
I have babbled too much, Im not actually sure if the things I did in high school were enough to make me TMSO, maybe just others, we'll see.
I have to recheck the chats.
I'm so tired man, this has taken so many years of my youth man.
* there was that time a guy did spam a short CP video, but no one asked for that, that was just him acting illegally I think.
* There was that time people were sending around a dick pic of a guy in school who had not yet quite turned 18, don't think I participated in that,
just heard that in conversation, people just didn't think about the fact that he was below 18 and oops, TMSO, not great, not terrible.
I did feel really bad about not reporting the first guy for quite some time, but eventually my brain budged on that, I believe in Jesus.
I feel like people get really hung up on the aesthetics of TMSO, but you should stop that,
just because it's aesthetically ugly doesn't mean the damage is great.
17-1-2025
I'm sticking to this aesthetic, don't think I will do much art and music for it, not really necessary, there is so much in this style already.
I just need to connoseiur.
This is my base style, but I might divert in different projects into other styles like just 90s-func.
14-1-2026
I've been listening increasingly to christian music.
I invest in jesus, friendship, love and creativity.
I am among few at the moment.
I'e always loved going to church for concerts.
I do that a lot, listening to music, playing music.
God bless!
I'm planning on adding a memory section for people who are physically not, but in spirit is, with us.
I'm not particularly christian, more agnostic, but I like that Jesus guy.
11-1-2026
Currently planning where to put the offices.
I want multiculture(can't become smart only meeting people you agree with), lively towns life, academia, concerts, shopping, a non-shit economy.
I have a couple of towns I'm considering.
If you have any suggestions DM me on discord or something.
I think Falun-Borlänge is just too dominated by normies, nothing interesting going on.
we'll see we'll see.
I've gotten som odd stares in Falun so I think there's sh*t talk going around about me.
4-10-2025
I've now written a small lesson on the basics of parallell practicing fine line drawing and construction drawing
read more5-10-2025
* Divide index page into two equal halves
* Gravitate content within each half towards center
* Add socials at top
* add navigation to side
